I often wonder
When you are happy,
When you are sad,
When you feel sick ,
When you feel free.
Do you miss me?
When you come online ,
When you go offline ,
When you look at the moon ,
When you see the sun shine ,
Do you wonder if I am fine?
When you chat with your friends ,
When your conversations with others end
When you study ,
When you read books on plants and trees ,
Don’t you even think of me?
Don’t you even remember how much I did for you ?
Don’t you even miss the view?
Don’t you even feel missing ?
Don’t you feel you’ve lost your wings?
I did everything to make you happy
I never let you feel lonely ,
You were the first one i used to message ,when online ,
And I used to hate when you used to get offline .
I remember how we use to see the moon together,
I remember how our mornings use to be when we used to see each other ,
I remember how we used to talk for hours and hours,
I remember how we used to read books on plants and flowers .
But sadly you don’t even miss a thing ,
And somewhere I know you won’t even ,
Because these things were everything for me ,
But for you NOTHING .
Do you not miss me at all?
Don’t our memories hurt you at all ?
Was I never even important for you ?
Do you not at all regret the wind which blew ?
YOU DON’T RIGHT?
And why would you ?
You got everything new ,
New people ,new friends .
Just after our relationship came to an end .
Why would you even think of me ?
I was just another stone which you threw in the sea.
Without even seeing how deep did it go.
Without even noticing the flow.
With water of your words stored,
I was just another glass you broke ,
Without even any fault ,
Without any halt .
I didn’t say a word that time ,
I won’t even say a word now ,
But I hope someday you realise I did a lot for you ,
And also that none of your friends are true .
I am sure there will be a day
When you will sit under the tree
And wonder how we used to be ,
You’ll finally miss me .
But I won’t be waiting for you that time
I’ll run away from every memory of yours,
That time you will regret ,
And I’ll be shining like a star,
I’ll finally be happy and never be wondering if you miss me ,
That time you’ll face the pain which I felt
And finally go through the deep sea.