Your hands on my head were enough for me to feel good .
Your smile always gave me power to cut the wood .
But now that you’re not there
Who is gonna make me feel good ?
Who is gonna give me the power to cut the wood ?
Who is gonna give her hand to make me feel better ?
How will I live without you ever ?
You were my strength .
But also my weakness .
Your support was enough for me to go through the length .
But what about now ?
How am I gonna survive,How ?
Who is gonna support me now ?
Who is gonna love the way you loved me now ?
Who is gonna be my strength ?
Who is gonna be my weakness ?
Because nobody is as selfless as you are .
Nobody is as loving as you are .
Nobody is as caring as you are .
Nobody is as kind as you are.
You are my everything .
Without you I am hardly anything.
You are my soul .
But I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to fill up the hole .
I wish you could stay .
I wish I could meet you for the one last time .
I wish you wouldn’t have lost you way .
I wish you and I could shine again.
I wish I could see you smile for the one last time .
I wish in place of you I could have died.
Now only you will shine .
As you’ll turn into a star .
But I will be going through a war.
You’ll see me from there .
Whether I am happy here .
You’ll surely be around me .
But sadly I won’t be able to touch and feel.
I know you always loved me
But I want you to know that i have always loved you as well .
I’ve always admired you like hell .
You are an art.
And till I die you’ll be inside my heart .
Living without you would really be tough .
But I’ll try .
Life is gonna be rough .
But I’ll try to fly .
I’ll take time .
But I promise you that I’ll stand again .
I’ll stand again to make you proud .
I am hurt .
But I’ll take things out .
I really really love you .
And will always love you till I die .
I will miss you .
Your memories will always make me cry .
I am sure your strong blessings will give me strength to walk again .
But nothing can ever deny the fact that your name
Will always make the clouds rain .
I am sorry that I left you there .
And had to come here .
I am sorry you couldn’t see me in your last breath .
I am sorry for everything wrong I did .
I know I am not a good grand daughter .
But believe me you’re the best grandmother .
Your loss is never gonna heal ,I know .
But as I said I’ll try .
I’ll try to make you proud .
I’ll try to fly .
But I will need your help there .
You need to be here .
You are here right ?