Your hands on my head were enough for me to feel good .
Your smile always gave me power to cut the wood .
But now that you’re not there
Who is gonna make me feel good ?
Who is gonna give me the power to cut the wood ?
Who is gonna give her hand to make me feel better ?
How will I live without you ever ?
You were my strength .
But also my weakness .
Your support was enough for me to go through the length .
But what about now ?
How am I gonna survive,How ?
Who is gonna support me now ?
Who is gonna love the way you loved me now ?
Who is gonna be my strength ?
Who is gonna be my weakness ?
NOBODY .
Because nobody is as selfless as you are .
Nobody is as loving as you are .
Nobody is as caring as you are .
Nobody is as kind as you are.
You are my everything .
Without you I am hardly anything.
You are my soul .
But I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to fill up the hole .
I wish you could stay .
I wish I could meet you for the one last time .
I wish you wouldn’t have lost you way .
I wish you and I could shine again.
I wish I could see you smile for the one last time .
I wish in place of you I could have died.
Now only you will shine .
As you’ll turn into a star .
But I will be going through a war.
You’ll see me from there .
Whether I am happy here .
You’ll surely be around me .
But sadly I won’t be able to touch and feel.
I know you always loved me
But I want you to know that i have always loved you as well .
I’ve always admired you like hell .
You are an art.
And till I die you’ll be inside my heart .
Living without you would really be tough .
But I’ll try .
Life is gonna be rough .
But I’ll try to fly .
I’ll take time .
But I promise you that I’ll stand again .
I’ll stand again to make you proud .
I am hurt .
But I’ll take things out .
I really really love you .
And will always love you till I die .
I will miss you .
Your memories will always make me cry .
I am sure your strong blessings will give me strength to walk again .
But nothing can ever deny the fact that your name
Will always make the clouds rain .
I am sorry that I left you there .
And had to come here .
I am sorry you couldn’t see me in your last breath .
I am sorry for everything wrong I did .
I know I am not a good grand daughter .
But believe me you’re the best grandmother .
Your loss is never gonna heal ,I know .
But as I said I’ll try .
I’ll try to make you proud .
I’ll try to fly .
But I will need your help there .
You need to be here .
You are here right ?
I can relate to this in so many ways! Lovely words π
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Glad you could.
Thank you π
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emotional poetry
well done
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Thank you!
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Beautiful!
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Thankyou :’)
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She is alive within you, as she was in life.
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True :’)
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I read your words…really I liked those…Grazie per il follow che ho ricambiato
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Thankyou so much :’)
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Do you speak italian or it’s needs to speak in English?
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I am so sorry I cannot speak Italian .
But I’ll surely learn.
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Ok, my dear, I hope so..but a little bit I speak English…we can talk about your and my words..Bye!
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We’ll surely talk about it . π
Bye .
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Bye…Siddhi…
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Beautiful way of writing, really.
Thanks 4 your follow, happy to follow you too!
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Really glad :’)
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Lovely words that many can relate to. Nicely done.
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Thankyou π
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From the heart, which makes it even more beautiful and serene.
Ecstatic. Well penned. π
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Thankyou so so much enigma ( I am not sure if this is your name.)
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You are welcome. π
Lol no, this is not my name.
I guess you forgot me already! π¦
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π
See I am so smart .
No I was quite busy with studies these days.
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Indeed, you’re smart.
Yeah, last time I checked you were busy cramming through the books.
Are the exams over?
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Yaay π
Finally they are over.
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Haha. π
Wow. So what’s the plan for the holidays now?
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To sleep all day :p
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Lol. That sounds like a great plan. ππ
And do write in between as well.
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Haha :p
I write after I wake up .
That is after month or so :p
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π³π³
Nooooo.
Aaj he likho. Abhi he likho. π
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Nahi bilkul man nahi.
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Arey likho na.
Ek mahina ke sad toh bahut door hai. π
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Par mai ek ek mahine ke baad hi likhti hu
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π³
Ab usko badalna hoga.π€
Weekly once likne hoga. π
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Arey ?
Par kyu ?
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Well…kyunki.. You write well.
And your fans would want you to write more often. π
Jaise ke mein. π
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Haha .
Okay .
I’ll write for my only fan :p
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Aree come on..
There are a lot many fans also..
And thanks ji. π
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I don’t think so :p
Most welcome .
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Hey you too know that fact …
You might have lost count of your fans. That many fans you have. π
π
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I don’t have any fan .
I am not a superstar you see.
I just have friends .
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You have one, as far as I know.π
You are a superstar in your own way.
Well, hope to make it to that list someday. ππ
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Yaa but only one.
I am not .
Which list ?
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Everybody is being shy to admit. Or else everyone will admits the same. π
In your own little way, you are.
I mean to your friend list. π
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Why would anybody feel shy about it ?
No I am just another girl .
Your name is already there.
I mean your user name :p
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I don’t know. I will ask them and persuade them to open up.
hehe, I know that. I meant we don’t have be a celebrity sort superstar, if we are fulfilling out dream or on the path of fulfilling it, we are our own superstar.
Oh, really? *happy tears*
Thank you, thank you. π
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okay :p
Oh my god philosophy :p
Yesss . :F
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Ok, will do. π
Lol, did I say too much? π
Awesome. π
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Haha .
Not actually ,I was kidding . :p
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π
Phew. You scared me for a bit. π
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Really ?
Scared by this?
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Ok, I did a bit too much drama there. ππ
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No you did not chill .
:p
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Hehe, thanks, you are way too sweet. π
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You make me laugh :p
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Well, I am glad you are smiling. π
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Haha ππ
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π
Still smiling. ππ
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You too .
Though I am not funny :p
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Arre I meant that you’re still smiling.
Smiling is contagious. You were smiling, so I was smiling too. ππ
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That is sweet π
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Hehe. Thought you would say it was too cheesy. Sweet is far better. *pats my back* π
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Haha π
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ππ
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πππ
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ππ€π
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πΉπΉπΉ
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Wow, thanks. ππ
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Most welcome ππ
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So, how was your day? π
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boring
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Arre, how did that happen?
You should go and watch a movie. Kungfupanda is awesome.
If I’m not overstepping , can I ask where you stay?
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I’ve to study .
π¦
Delhi
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Exams over na? Nai kya?
Wow. Awesome.
Pretty far from here. π
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Nahi π₯
Where do you live ?
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Oh, all the best for the exams. π€
Bangalore.
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Thanks π
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You are welcome. π
Btw when are they starting and when will they be ending?
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Soon π₯
Btw when are you writing your new blog?
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Oh ok.
:O
I thought as no one was reading, I can just read others..
I mean soon. π
I am actually doing a #A2ZChallenge so not getting the time to write.
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Haha :p
Oh okay.
A2Z challenge ?
What is it ?
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π
Well basically, it is a month long challenge where bloggers (all over the world) blog/ write on a theme, the titles of which start with the alphabets from A to Z. Its’ a post a day, excluding Sundays.
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Oh nice π
Hope you do it well.
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Thanks. π
2 down , 24 to go.
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Yaaaay π
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What about you? Would you like to take up the challenge? π
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Me ?
Lol .
Not that talented .
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Ji aap he. π
Neither am I.
Just doing it to see whether I can do it or not.
Last time I stopped in the middle. π
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Nahi mai nahi hu :p
Plus I am extremely lazy .
You’ll do it this time I am sure π
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Ji aap he ho. Pakka. π
Ye toh bas bahana hai. Asal me aap lazy Ho he nahi.
Why, thank you for the confidence. π
Hopefully, I’ll do it.
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Bilkul nahi π
Mai bohot lazy hu .
Most welcome π
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Arey pakka aaphe ho. Aur koi ho he nahi sakta. π
Bilkul nahi. π
π»π
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Bilkul bhi nahi :p
Yaar I swear I am very lazy
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Pakka aap he ho. π
No way. Impossible. π
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Arey why don’t you believe me ?
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See agar lazy hote toh reply late dete.
Dekho main kitna late deta hoon. ππ
I am kidding.
I don’t know whether you are or not, but I believe no one is really lazy. Just feel like they are.
Ok, too much gyaan. ππ
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That is no reason .
Kitni mehnat lagti hai ek reply karne mai ?
No there are people who never even feel like getting off there beds like me .
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Arre, bahut mehnat. naya notification aaya- phone is 2 feet away – the questions in the mind – “baad me dhekta hoon”, “important msg nahi hoga, baad me he dheklete hai” – but finally gets phone (after 30 minutes) – then replies. Dheko kitni mehnat lagti hai. π
I am that person. π
You got up right? See, not lazy. Hence proved. π
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Mera phone 2feet nahi 5cm door hota hai .
Phir notification aata hai .uske baad reply kar deti hu .
Usme bhi sirf hath kaam kar rahe hote hai bass (fingers )
I am lazy but I don’t know how to convince you.
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Instantly, you mean. Good to know. π
Arey dekho, if you convince me then this conversation would end, na?
But anyhow, aapne bahut mehnat ke convince karne keliye. Maan he leta hoon. π aap bahut lazy ho. π
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Yaaaaaaaaaaay.
Thank God _/\_
ππ
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Hehe.
ππ
Waise exams kabse hai aapke?
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Next month
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Time hai abhi. π
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Par dimaag nahi :p
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Arre, dimaag bhi hai aapke paas.
Bas aaram se padh lo. π
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Haan :3
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See. You agreed ke aapke paas dimaag hai.
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Nahi I just said that because it’s impossible to convince you
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ππ
Nahi. Because you have tez dimaag. And you can’t say otherwise. π
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See how difficult it is to convince you :3
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Haha. Nice point. π
Nothing like that. I am just saying why I believe is true. ππ
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Oh okay :p
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π
How’s your preparation going on? π
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Good π
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Awesome. π
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π
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π
Am I boring you?
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Nahi .you aren’t.
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Bata do agar bore ho rahe ho toh.
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Nahi yaar.
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Acha ok. Thanks. π
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ππππ
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Very emotional poetry!
See you soon
Cecilia
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Thankyou so much Cecilia π
Surely
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This was so heartfelt and touching. Lovely.
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Thankyou so so much :’)
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Reblogged this on penpowersong.
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Thankyou so much π
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Thankyou so much.
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Beautiful!!!!
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Thankyou π
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U R WELCOME π
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π
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I am delighted to discover this nice blog. Have a nice time !
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Thank you!!
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really touching post….profound and wonderful
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Thankyou so much :’)
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Beautiful, heartfelt and touching.
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Glad you liked it :’)
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π
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hello,
Glad you follow my blog β http://YourWellWisherProgram.wordpress.com
Your Well Wisher Program is No NGO setup, No big costs, No team formed, No copyright protected, No solution
patented, individual effort in an β Attempt to solve commonly known problems.
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wow! she is with you….
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Hopefully :’)
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sure!
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π
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Thank you for this lovely words
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Anita
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Welcome π
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So touching, her blessing will be always with you
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Hopefully :’)
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Emotional and powerful…….
Thanks for the follow…..
Glad to follow you
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I am a grandmother with grandchildren who will find my death very painful. Can you tell me something I can do to make it easier for them to cope when that time comes? Thanks for visiting my blog and marking my follow. I will also follow you. See you.
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There are things which are not is your hands.
They’ll miss you.
They’ll break down.
Because they love you.
And you can’t do any thing about it.
But yes if you enjoy each and every sec with them.
They’ll atleast not regret anything.
They’ll surely feel bad.
But your soul or spirit will give them support and strength to live.
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Mothers are Mothers.
I have done one Post on my Father, if find the time you may read.
Its on my Poetry Menu ” I know you are the soul .. But”
Regards,
Shiva
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I’ll surely read it π
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So beautifully written!
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Thankyou so much :’)
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sad.I’m sorry for your loss Siddhidiksha, I reall likes these lines
“Living without you would really be tough .
But Iβll try .
Life is gonna be rough .
But Iβll try to fly .”
I admire you for your strength inspite of everything.I think this is all you ll need to soar in skies. Keep writing π
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It feels so good to get such beautiful comments
:’)
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You earned those comments dear π
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This means a lot.
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β€
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Beautiful, moved me xx
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Thankyou so much :*
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a beautiful sentiment. Thank you for the follow. π
cate
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Beautifully written , she will live in your heart.
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She is living inside my heart :’)
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Yes like my Mum too!
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Oh I am so sorry π₯
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Be blessed. xxxx
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π
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Reminiscence is a great word. Evocative. I’ll save it for later if you don’t mind π
Thank you for the follow. I have been writing in this vein somewhat feverishly.
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Thanks a lot π
I don’t mind at all .
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Mother alway n fotever is greart.
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True :’0
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Indeed.
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π
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Lovely tribute to your granny! Well penned!
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Thank you so much π
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if only i could be thus, loving, amazing feelimg, truth and strong expression. The photo helped me stay the length.
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It really means a lot :’)
Thanks a ton .
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Great reminiscence Siddhi. Thanks for following me, I love your works here and shall do the sameπ
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Thanks a lot :’)
I am glad you found em good
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Yes, I didπ
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Thanks a lot π
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A very beautiful tribute to your grandmother…
God is gracious enough to deliver your words of love and affection to her.
Definately her light of love will shine on you
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I wish the same .
This poem was the only thing I could do for her .
Hope it reaches her .
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