3:00 in the morning
When the world sleeps
You fight .
You fight with yourself
You cry for help
You cry for everything you’ve had .
Everything which made you mad .
But you know you can’t take everything out,
As things are to deep to even think about .
9:00 in the morning .
When you wake up .
You see a sad face in the mirror
And then try to cheer yourself up .
You try to fake a smile .
When you know it won’t even last for a while .
You still prepare yourself to face the day .
No matter how difficult it is to go this way .
12:00 in the noon
When you’re wishing to leave the world soon ,
You pretend to be happy .
Knowing the fact that you’re feeling lonely .
You desperately wanna scream and shout .
Crying is something you always you think about .
You try to console yourself .
But you need someone to help .
6:00 in the evening
When you’re trying your level best that your eyes don’t blink
Because every blink
reminds you of a several things .
You so wanna feel the fresh air .
“But enjoying it ” is so rare .
You really wanna get out and stay happy as others .
But you know it isn’t possible to fly with broken feathers .
9:00 in the night
When no matter how much you tried .
You were the same .
You tried to gather some hope
But still you weren’t able to cut the depressing rope .
You tried convincing yourself to be alive.
But depression is always a place where you’ve always arrived .
You decided that the world is to big for you to understand .
And you’ve fallen so deep that you can’t even stand .
Things have tortured you so much
That you’ve lost all your powers .
And you can no more stop the eyes to shower .
Suffering things for one more day is something you can’t handle anymore.
You get sure that drowning is better that waiting for the shore .
You took your last breath
And gave up to all your strength .
You let yourself free from everything .
And now you don’t even have to stop your eyes to blink .
You gave up to everything to kept .
And faking a smile all over again .
You left .
But you weren’t a loser
Instead you were a fighter .
You weren’t a coward or anything bad .
You were strong .
You survived for long despite everything you’ve had .
But our world is never gonna understand this .
Because they don’t care about your life ride .
All they care is about the word ” suicide “.
They are never gonna understand things you were going through .
After all they never know how painful it was for you .
They’re gonna cry for you ,
When you’re no more .
But where were they when you were dying to reach the shore ?
Others are gonna judge you unnecessarily .
And will surely give life lectures .
But isn’t it too early ?
Guys if you can’t feel the pain .
Please don’t comment .
If you can’t feel the person’s life .
Nobody is asking you to cut your hand with a knife .
The person has been through a lot .
It was so difficult for him but he fought .
It was just a day I mentioned .
But just imagine his life when .
Everyday is a nightmare .
Every hour you feel nobody cares .
Every minute you die to heal .
But every second you still breathe.
How long can a person live this way ?
How can anybody living this life can feel the sun rays ?
So people please clear your vision
With each day passing It is getting blurred.
Please stop calling people who suicide losers .
After all if you couldn’t help them out when they survived .
At least you can pray for their family right ?