Faith In Fate

Like every other night
It was dark but had a pinch of white .
There sat a person
who had tears in his eyes .

He looked at the women he loved
and wished her a happy birthday .
with smile on his face and tears on its way
He passed on the card he made .

It was filled with old memories ,
their pictures ,a number of pages of different diaries ,
every little thing she once said ,
also a cute picture with her cheeks red.

The card was made of love
But the girl’s reply was rough .
she didn’t say anything
But it didn’t make the guy feel bad .
He choose to be happy rather than sad .

It was time for dinner
He got the candles and light them all over .
It was a beautiful sight
But the girl was still quiet

There were people around
who made the laughing sound.
everything was smooth
But something weird they all found.

The guy ignored them too
He fixed his heart with a glue
and managed to smile again
He hid his pain
and was back again .

He danced with her till twelve
The girl didn’t say a word till then .
The guy made a cross in the calendar with a pen .
He fell down on his knees after that .
and cried .

He didn’t cry because the girl was quite .
because he knew at this point he can’t expect light from any side .
He knew the girl won’t speak at all .
after all He spent the whole night with her picture
imaging it was her , talking about future .

And when the night got over .
bursted the lover .
“I did it ”
he shouted .

“I kept the promise ,which I made to you ”
He was happy and sad at the same time .
and with mixed emotions he rhymed –

” I did It
I didn’t cry for a day
I didn’t think that you left me alone in the way
I did my best to be happy
I did my best to keep my promise for a day .
I tried to be fine even when a word you didn’t say .

I hope I made your birthday special.
though I wish instead of this picture in my hand
I could have had your hand .

So what you’re away
I hope you’re smiling looking at my efforts today .
I hope you’re feeling proud of me today.

But it was hard for me to do this .
It was really hard to grant your last wish
which was to be happy without you .
which was to smile without you .

But I somehow did it .
I so wanted to see you at this moment .
But its okay
the thought of you feeling good because of me
is enough for me to feel the sun rays .

I’ll try doing it again to make you smile
even if people laugh on me every time
Even if you stay quiet.
Even if it is hard
Even if it pains my heart .
As I can do anything for you.
My love for you is  true .”

After saying this he stood up again .
wiped all his pain
Kissed the picture .
And with tears in his eyes he began to smile all over again.